01.11.10

hi.  so it’s my birthday today. and also the week that i am supposed to start walking for 5 minutes every morning.  now the walking for 5 minutes is pretty simple. not strenuous at all… it’s just the getting out of bed.  i get anxiety about it.  like real anxiety. i fall slightly back to sleep and then start having nightmares.  weird.  not sure how to get over this. perhaps by not hitting the snooze button.

but i finally peeled myself out of bed this morning and walked my 5 minutes.  i didn’t take a picture because i decided to stop taking pictures, but after posting them, i decided that i sort of like them.  will resume picture taking.

the whole point of this is so i will start to be an early riser.  i have always wanted to be an early riser.  so i am still doing it.  school starts this week, which means on tues. and thur. i will be getting up at the butt crack of dawn and walking in the freezing cold, but i’m still going to do it.

hopefully this will lead to going to bed earlier, rising earlier and obtaining ideal weight.

thanks for listening.

01/11/10 at 2:19pm